Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Dec 22, 2010

Tonight I was browsing pictures and accounts of friends when a profile caught my attention, guess what? It was my ex’s profile, hummm okay I’ll go check a little to see if he had changed a lot.
As I was looking at his pictures, I don’t know how and why but I felt a strange feeling, it was as if my chest was going to crush, I felt nostalgic as i saw a picture of him when he was in high school, that was the time when we were still together, when I was in love with him and he was still with me.
I don’t know what to do, all I know is that I am not supposed to feel like this, I already have a boyfriend for Pete’s sake, and it’s been like what? It’s been 3 years ago since we parted, 3 years since I broke up with him, but the pain that I am feeling now is so achingly familiar, like everything happened just yesterday.
Maybe I still feel something for him, or maybe I was just regretful or sorry for what happened between us 3 years ago, see? We've been together for 3 years, and it hasn’t been easy for me to forget the guy I thought I would share the rest of my life with.
Im confused as to what to do, do you have an idea of what’s happening to me? Why am I feeling like this? I have a lot of questions in my mind, I want to find the answers, but how?

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